||[Aug. 2nd, 2004|09:31 pm]
Damn the man my messengers arent working,AGAIN!Thats some hoe ass shit foo!I wanted to talk to some people but eh oh well,thats what phones are for.Well today was pretty cool.Haha my job is so easy dude.Me and Donny got to work and got our signs then went to the store and then around the corner and we got on the bus.Ha we werent suppose to but oh wells.Then we didnt know where the hell the bus was taking us and it took 2 hours to get back.But theres some freaks on the bus.One dude was putting change in his mouth and he would get suprised when he pulled coins out of his mouth.Then there was some lady who kept sneezing really loud and coughing loud and it was weird cause we thought she was gonna die.Then the freakiest one was this lady wearing really short purple shorts but she had some hairy ass legs and some really bad stubble on her face.It was fuckin weird and then I was like "Donny,lets go sit at the back of the bus."When we got to the back we started cracking up so bad.Then we saw Snoop Dogg on the bus and I was gonna ask for his autographh but I didnt.Good thing we moved to the back tho cause there was this cute ass guy back there,right Donny?Hehe.Yea and then we went back and passed by the place so they knew we were still working and we went to the mall.Donny bought his ticket and he was so freakin excited and looked like he was gonna cry from happiness.I bought a NFG shirt for like 5 bucks.Haha we were all looking at shirts and then Donny all turned fast and was like,"WOW CLEARANCE RACK!"It was fuckin funny as hell.Then we took our lunch break even tho we have had break all day.Then we went walking some more and went back to catch bus 32 and decided to go to Krystals house.It was cool but Kasey got annoyed cause we were wrestling in her room.Haha SOWWY KASEY!!!Its ok tho she doesnt hate me and she even hugged me =)I fuckin finally took Donny down tho!!It was fuckin awesome!He tried to tackle me and get me in a head-lock but I got out and got him down and started my arm-choke and he tapped.It was fuckin great tho dude and he was like "nah dude u didnt beat me!"Haha I fuckin got him tho dude!Then we left and waited for the bus and we ran cause it was coming and the chick saw us but kept fuckin going!Stupid hoe!Fuck that bitch!Ha so we waited for the next one and rode it back to work so they knew we were still working.We chilled out at the corner for awhile...haha we work on the corner.Not like that foos!Ha but yea then we went back to get paaaayed and left and I came home.I wasnt as tired today and it was a slow day cause we didnt work except for like an hour or 2.Damn this job is fuckin awesome.Well Danny said he missed me cause I like my job more than him now,aww.Hehe.So he came over and hes here now so yay!I get to hang out wif my babygirl!!Haha Donny.Yea theres a very short story to why I call him babygirl and he calls me babyboy but its not very interesting so no need to tell it.Ok wells were watching "The Assistant".I fuckin love this show!!
Ok well I am faced with a very difficult decision right now.I am considering moving to either Seattle or San Marcos with one of my sisters.Itll be a change and a new start I guess for me to try and straighten up and then I can come back here a more determined and changed person in about a year.By doing this I would be leaving behind a hell of a lot tho.I would be leaving good and bad things.I could forget about the pain that this place has caused me and the people who have caused me this pain.I would also be leaving my problems tho which is kind of like a cop-out but theres no other way for me.I would be leaving a few really good friends I have and one super special friend.I would leave behind someone who has made me feel happier than anyone in my life ever has.Someone who has changed me for the better,made me a nicer person and more caring towards others feelings.Someone who has been there for me no matter if they risked getting in trouble by sneaking out at 2 am just to cheer me up.A friend who means more to me than words can describe!Even if u looked all ur life for a person who would care about u and make u feel good,they wouldnt come close to how this person makes me feel.One of the best friends u can ever have!Yea she has a name...Super kickass,awesome,great,funny,nice,intelligent(when she wants to be),caring,all around great Krystal.Honestly,if I didnt know her,I would leave right when Donny did cause he woulda been the person I stayed for.She is the reason I stopped cutting and drinking(except for an occassion)and being as mean and cruel pf a person that I was.I love how she can turn my frown around just by talking to me and telling me its all gonne get better.She is one of the only people who can sincerely make me feel like like is alright,along with Donny.So thats the reason I am contemplating what I am gonna do.I am super confused right now but hey I got til about September to make my descision.
Ok I am done here.Im gonna go hang out wif my Danny Wanny.Haha how gay.Later foos!